some of you who read my posts may think this is about my bf? no were good now (5th time make up-_-) perhaps my sister? nah were getting along..sorta. if any would guess my dad? theyd be right.
dad:
WHY!
its like i have to get on my knees and beg for your approval of what i do…u trash talk my mom who is now becoming my best friend…u make me feel like worthless shit..u raise my sister above ur head like shes the princess. u bring up earlie i eat so much im ganna be the size of our 30ft tall 25ft wide house. the fuq? if u pay attention ud know iv not eaten in days! you say “i might go camping” turn to my sister and says “hun you wanna come, sorry hannah u cant go u will ruin it for me” left me crying..u say im your life cuz u lost momma cuz u love pills and bitching more then more than her. yet everytime u call, all u wanna know is where my sister is at not what im doing or if im ok. you know daddy..sometimes i wish i can hug u and not feel like u regret me wanting to be near u..but now u went to far
GTFO. its time for ME to be happy.
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nice attitude at the end there!
Now just tell it to his face. Make him realize that him worshipping your sister and not giving you hardly even close to equal that attention is unacceptable.
i dont know what to do too i feel nobody cares for me i know my dad loves me bt its hard to believe cuz he use to beat my a lot when i was a kid my mother use to tie me and brother with ropes and throw us out in the balcony for hours we dud b lying on the floor crying….. once i told my maid tht my mother doesnt have enuf time for us and dont love us and my mother made me and my brother fully naked and made us stand on the street outside the apartment my parents are divorced my father doesnt have time to cope with his own problems and tht makes me feel like m such a burden i wana die i feel like harming myself all the time i drink alcohol everyday cuz if i don’t drink i think negative all the time ….. i have no friends to talk to and i cant take it anymore tired of everything I’m goin thru n have gone thruu 🙁
@devilworld wow thats sad. thats worse then me. im so sorry…