the plan continues.Yet tommorow will probably be the stupidest way of going about but once i start cutting myself i will not stop.Yet i dont want to die.What i want is another option but this is the way im being pushed by outside forces.Yes im a fucking asshole and everybody will be like we love you dont do it.But in the times i needed help nobdy was there.In fact i kind of took from my shrink and the shrink at the hospital that im basically hopeless and the logical thing would be death. the unknown is more scary than anything after death thats scary cause like someone told me sometimes you could never go back.Thats why im just hoping by the end of this night ill get my second option if not im going to do what i thought for a week to do tommorow
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the thing about suicide is that there are many ways of getting there, but no going back. your options are only as limited as your pain will allow you to see.
i tried cutting before and only ended up in the hospital. stupid, in that hospitals are designed to make you feel better. but i only ended up feeling worse.
my current plan will allow me the clarity to go all the way to the edge, before i decide if it’s the only way out. right now, i don’t want to die either… but of my options, it seems the most logical.
if you are truly scared, and do not wish to die… i think maybe your options are a bit more than you know right now. whatever you do though, be sure to do it for the absolute right reason. and NOBODY can define what is right, except you.
take care~
2nd option..please??