Cutting….

I have one again cut mself……..As a 7th grader it finally got to the point where I just couldnt take it…….I ave cut myself because it makes a scar of……..sorrow,greed,and pain……….But at the point where i just cant take it is when I fell up the stairs yesterday….yes I know you are probably thinking, What the fuck? She fell UP the stairs? Wow such a loser!……… I am such a fail……..the reason I fell up the stairs is because my, so called “bestfriend”, pushed me then laughed. It crushed me so much I felt like I wanted to cry, then die, then die in the after life. Later that day, 42 people called me a loser/freak, I know “Dont let other people get to you” Well too bad……I am a failure……..Hahahaha my life is SO FUCKED up……..