Its been a while since ive posted. or…i believe its been a while..idk days run together and weeks become years.
I do need help and I do need someone to talk to about whats going on…since the people who posses the skill to listen to me no longer exist, i have taken comfort in food…ive gained 5 pounds since last week…God, i dont need this. I dont need to gain weight on top of feeling ugly and disgusting as it is. Yet another problem..something added to the list of things i have to deal with. Its 10 minutes till 6 in the fucking morning…I woke up at 7 a.m. last morning and didnt get out of work until 6. INSOMNIA …what i would give for eternal rest…my life?
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Start exercising and you won’t be a fat fuck.
funny how weeks can turn into years like that. insomnia sucks. battled with it for years. makes the bad feel worse…who knew that was even possible? well, i do…now. it’s not eternal sleep you need, it’s adequate sleep.
I don’t have any skills, but I am interested to listen.