This Is My Life . Nobody Really Knows Me , If You Ask Anyone They Would Tell You That I’m The Happiest Person Ever . But They Don’t Know The Real Me . I Suffer A LOT But People Don’t Know That . I Hate My Life ; No One Can Understand Me At All , Not Even My Parents ! I Act Like I’m Fine Because I Hate People That Worry About Me , But One Day I Decided To Start Thinking . I Went To The Bathroom And Started Cutting Myself , I Felt Like Relieved In A Way . And No One Ever Noticed My Cuts . People Would Ask What Happened But I Would Just Change The Subject . And Ever Since Then , I Have Been Cutting Myself . I Cut Myself Because I Feel Like I Deserve It , Like I Don’t Deserve To Live And I Deserve To Be In Pain . That’s Probably The Only Way I Feel Happy . My Friend Goes Through The Same Thing And The Only Reason I Haven’t Gone Yet Is Because I Made A Promise To Her . We Always Try To Help Each other In Everything But It Still Doesn’t Work . I Have Thought About Suicide But I Just Can’t Do It ; It’s Very Hard And I’m Scared To Look For Help ! But That’s All I Have To Say About My Life . I Would Love To Help Anyone Out There ! I Know What You Are Going Through , Every One Has A Difficult Life .
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“I hate my life; no one can understand me, not even my parents!” – something I can relate to. I haven’t told anyone I see regularly about my thoughts, and I don’t think I will, they wouldn’t understand. Nobody knows the real me, nobody knows why I think on the inside. Friends can be important, I had one, she was the only true friend I had, at times she was exactly what I needed. Although, help doesn’t heal, it just slows down the process of losing yourself. I’m pretty scared of help too, I think the ‘help’ I’d get may not be so… helpful. I know most of this all too well.
I Know I Feel The Same Exact Way But If You Need Any Help , Even If It Feels Like The Help You Will Get , Won’t Help You AT ALL , You Never Know If It Will . But You Can Talk To Me About It . We Are Like Going Through The Same Thing . My Parents Don’t Understand Either But That’s Why You Should Ask People That Are Going Through The Same Thing As You (Like Me) They Will Help !
i can tell tht u r a great person, for trying to be happy for others when rly u may be a very depresed person. please, tell ur thoughts on how u may feel when u r down, and we will b there and listen to help. rmbr we are also willing to help u when u may be in need.
Thank You So Much , I Will Totally Think About It And Tell People My Thoughts . It Actually Really Helps 🙂
Well then. If you want to email I don’t mind.
My Email Is Kay514@hotmail.com
I emailed you. 🙂
Can You Resend What You Sent Me ?
Ok. I’ll try.
Sent one.
I am sending to kay514@hotmail(dot)com
Wait Are You Putting The Actual . Or (Dot) ? I’m Confused Because I’m Not Getting Anything .
No, I wasnt I only did that so my comment wasn’t pending. Try emailing me (and put actual .’s) iwantcookiesnow1@yahoo(dot)co(dot)uk