why do i stay here if nothing is here for me,my dad is in prison and he is the only reason why i havnt ran away yet,cause i know he needs me to write him,i love him,and i said i wouldnt quit talking to him,he doesnt get out for another ten years,hes all i have,but he was never there for me,so why do i even bother beingthere for him,i dont know if i should leave or not,every night i hear the train go by,and i always think about jumping it,and seeing were it takes me,i dont care about the consequences,i already have ran 15 thousand miles away before,i wasnt scared then,i dont care anymore,
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It might do you good to get away, just make sure you have enough money, you don’t wanna be on the streets where anything can happen. Also you can still write to your dad, from where ever you are, just post it 🙂
Yes, get on that train and leave. Like s2419 says, you can keep on writing to your dad from any place you decide to go.
Don’t leave yet, I just can’t imagine the how life would be for a runaway person,
it will be what they make it
well i am trying to fight the impulse to run,but i just might run,the time i ran 5 states away,i cant decribe the rush i felt,it was like i took an addictive drug and i craved it,i do want to settle down and move somewhere warm,but i want to do this first ,i want to leave and not know were im going,im just afraid of how my dad would react if i left,what if he tried to kill him self?we dont really talk to our family,and he said he needs me,he always tells me to please not go anywere on him,he wants me to move by him so i can see him every weekend,i dont want to hurt him,or brake that promis,but i want to run to,,,
NoExp: just hang in there. Your father is part of your hope, at least you have something to cling on to. He needs you, you need him. Going away would only make him weaker. I would never forgive someone who abandon me in such a hard time.
and i still havnt forgivin him for abandoning me,yet i would feel bad for doing that to him,thats why its so hard to leave,but with my impulse and adrenalin being as strong as it is,im scared i will just get up and leave,
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awsome,i had no idea that website existed,i will look that up
do you know anyone who has gone on that website aand actually done it?