On Thursday 4th October, I had a mental health assessment. During which concerns for my well being arisen. I told her about my rope and the plans.. And she admitted me to Hospital. In which I stayed until Monday 8th October.
For the first night, I believed i might have a chance of going home the next day. So I felt okay being there. On the Friday I had a meeting with two Intensive care workers, Who wanted to keep me in until Monday where i would have another assessment. I also had to have a 1to1 nurse at all times. Even when i was sleeping, they had to watch me to make sure I didn’t try to hurt myself. They also tried to give me Anti-depressants, Which I refused to take.
I had 3 nurses. All incredibly nice. They even dried and straighten my hair for me (I wasn’t allowed to -_-) On the Sunday, Though. I wanted a day to myself, obviously with my nurse.. But my dad refused to accept this and turned up anyways. :/
So yeah, Now i’m out. Starting school again on Monday. Kinda worried.. About what they are going to say. Obviously word has gotten out about me..
So many fucking questions. I should be able to deal with it though. This week has been pretty chill, considering. And i’m feeling good. Making future plans and everything.. I don’t want to go back to that dark place.
I also have a concern.. Which I want to talk about with someone.. Just not openly.
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I’m here if you need to talk.
That’s so amazing that they were able to help you, that’s the profession I’m going for.
Marin- Thank you? email maybe..
Rathernot- Well, they helped. But i’m not fixed.
i am unaware of your story and your life. so if you seek a completely outside and objective second opinion on what’s bothering you, i will be glad to listen, and respond in kind.
it is good though to get away from those dark places. they can be, pretty dark. :/
I want to talk to someone. Anyone.
What i have to say.. Isn’t exactly what people want to hear.
I just need somebody..
Is doonie good enought.? I pull no pusher’s
You’re willing to talk seriously?
email me with whatever you have to say. i offer a completely open ear, mind, and heart.
my email address is the same as my username + gmail.com
Need to chat i’m here. Word
Can we email? I don’t want it out in the open.
So wht’s happen in your life. I need some good with the bad.
I saw my nephews on monday- Good.
I have that thing worrying me- Bad.
This to shall pass my dear sweet friend. You are a woman of power, feel it, use it.~~~~~~ M~
Worrying about how you look.? i’m i fat.? I’m going to get a like a f in school. Or are a bunch of freak’s B in you.? I say i woman with some fat. F in school work more or maybe school’s not your thing. Some one B in you. Walk Away. or kill then HJope i’m not to Pa nis in sin. D.
You KNOW you can always come to me Nat.. you know how to reach me. I am right here.
That made no fucking sense whatsoever.
But i appreciate your time, Crazy man.
I know, Thanks maibri <3
maibri make so god dam sence.
Donnie, I was talking about you 😛
What your sayin.?
You’re not making much sense.
I did’t read your post. Nat. So hard time.? Me to.
You have to be the best distraction on SP.
I love it.
Yes, very hard time.
If any help me to. I’m going thouth the shit. to
Translation: Are you worrying about being fat? I’m fat aswell. Or are you worried you will get an f on your schoolwork? Or are a bunch of freaks bullying you? I think you are a fat woman with an f in school, or maybe schools not your thing. If someone is bullying you, walk away, or kill them and hope you don’t feel pain for your sins.
lol a donnie translator
Either way, It doesn’t really make much sense to my situation?
If the word is out that you were inadmitted me to Hospital. Just be honest no shame in it. There is allway’s a there is a stigma when it come to mental health. And you could like get called crazy or nut’s. If your not cool with that the lie. Make up story. Say you got high and told your mum that you were going to kill your self. And she like freaked out. I never smoking weed again.
Haha.. Yeah, I guess. :/
Fuck the haters. I’m fucking crazy,