I hd sm1, who tuk care of me. Fr that little time, I ws happy.
But she’s gone, leaving me all alone.
Nd all I am right nw, is scared.
Scared to hell. I miss her. I love her, more than anything in the world, cz only she evr cared to undrstand me. And she knws, she knws hw much i love her, crave fr her touch. Bt its nt gonna happen. M scared, all i want is for her to hold me, cz i m all too broken without her.
I dnt hv ny frnds in real sense to evn talk to about my problem.
She looks at me, nd still dsnt realise d pain I am going thru. Jst thinkin abt her and abt hw the things used to be, it makes me so weak that i just wanna fall flat and collapse.
M jst too scared too live without her.
I hv been alone, lyk always,
Nd aftr being so close to sm1, m jst so much scared to going back to that.
What cn I do, when the only rsn which kept me alive, is taken frm me, leaving me here to die.