If you every feel down, or suicidal Please Spend just 5 MINUTES READING THIS!

Please, please, please just give me a few minutes. I love you. I dont care how old you are,  where your from, what you do. I dont give a fuck.

No body told us life would be easy.

Heck, I dont have any right to say that. I’m 14. I have more common sense then 75% of my high school.

I cut, because i feel my parents put so much pressure on me. I eat “YOUR FAT!” , I dont eat “YOUR SICK!” i dont know what tot hink anymore. But im holding on, Im holding on because

I know I want to be happy in the future.

I want my own small little apartment,

Lots of hot chocolate.

Haha i dont have anything else planned other than that.

I might auditoin for X Factor.

Or i might just get a desk job downtown.

Who knows.

I dont know whether my parents are just acting or genuinely care for me, but i can never hate them.

Even if they ever hit me or abused me,

I only blame myself

for not being good enough

most of the people here are much older than me, but

if i could right now,

I would hug you.

I seriously would

You gusya re so strong coming this long

I dont want to die, I just want the pain to end.

Anyway, I’m not gonna promise you that everything is gonna get better, because if might not.

Not if your sitting there.

But it might if y ou do something

for example,

if your lonely, Go to a bar, go to the park, see someone alone? Approach them, ask them if the seat next tot hem is available and talk to them. After the convo ends and it ends well, ask them for their number. it mgiht not always work, but  it might.

Feeling suicidal DO WHATEVER YOU CAN TO CHANGE YOU MIND, PLEASE.

And remeber, there is ALWAYS someone out there

Always.

It might even be me.

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(I love you)