It’s not that I forget that you did not want to talk to me anymore. I could never forget that.
You were the most amazing person I have ever met and you thought I was just as amazing.
And I knew this would happen. I knew when you got to know me you would get sick of me.
Its very painful to realize that someone has left you because you are really just an awful person.
Sometimes I’m just reading and a word or whatever reminds me of you and when I’m not high as fuck I cant help but burst out in tears.
It hurts knowing youre an awful person. It hurts knowing someone who thought you were everything suddenly thinks youre worth nothing.
It hurts to know that everything that is wrong with your life is your own fault.
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I understand if you want to keep it to yourself, but what is it that is so awful about you?
Everything.
Okay two things I think are not awful about you:
You’re intelligent and refreshingly cynical.
haha refreshingly cynical? I dont think I ever heard the word cynical and refreshingly in the same sentence. But ill take it;)
I think I may sound more intelligent than I am: because Im really not
yes you are yes you are yes you are