so like, i’m going to kill myself this weekend.. i write suicide notes all the time, but now the only thing i have to say is goodbye. after dozens of pages, all i can say is goodbye. that sums it up really.
i try to be positive and everything keeps getting harder when i try to be positive. its like the world is testing me. no, not testing me because if staying positive was a test, i’d pass. but thats not enough, there has to be more and more tests and i cant pass anymore of them
and i’m not stubborn, i have tried to get help. but people think i’m selfish cuz i dont care about my friends. but i know i have friends, my problems are greater than loneliness. they just dont get it
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Same here. Well I’m going to give it a good try anyway.
I have to sadly, physical reasons. Why do you have to go, can you not be helped?
How about ‘Goodbye’ and ‘I love you’? I guess anything else would be padding.
What’s on your mind?
i try to be positive and everything keeps getting harder when i try to be positive. its like the world is testing me. no, not testing me because if staying positive was a test, i’d pass. but thats not enough, there has to be more and more tests and i cant pass anymore of them
and i’m not stubborn, i have tried to get help. but people think i’m selfish cuz i dont care about my friends. but i know i have friends, my problems are greater than loneliness. they just dont get it