Hello,  I’m new.  I dont hate life or any bullshit. My childhood wasnt bad(or as bad as it could have been) and my family  has the sames money struggles as I think most do, but  I am just a useless piece of  SHIT.  I say I’ll do it, make you believe you can rely on me and then screw you the fuck over. I’m worse then the wateriest of shits. ty.
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And don’t we all hate diarrhea! (Kidding)
Why do you feel useless? Why do you make people think you’re going to do things you won’t follow through?
I’m just curious. Is it a fear of incompetence? Do you just enjoy screwing people over? No harm that 🙂
It feels as if you might be referring to something specific that you disappointed not only the other person in but yourself, too. But I’m speculating. See? Intrigue.
the squirts(lol)
I dont know, I think it might be because I can see all the things I’m doing wrong but I cant change my behaviors to reflect what i want to get out of life. I think about it all the time yet I cant make the changes. I end up disappointing everyone. destructive thoughts just keep playing in my mind. and I cant make them go away, no mater how much I cry or pick myself up, in the back of my head I always hear that it pointless, I’m pointless, all nothing but shit. its tearing me down.
and.. kind of, mostly my performance in school. and seeing my teachers, who have such high hope for me, with looks of concern. its my senior year and I was doing really good, but all at once I I stopped being productive.