canoe

I need somewhere to begin again.. A completely new journal to rewrite my life in. The saying with the hitting rock bottom? I don’t believe some of us have a bottom.. It seems pretty endless for me. I don’t know about the rest of you. I guess I’m unfortunate but then why am I not fortunate? So does fortune really make up your bottom less Pit? Maybe some of you feel like you are on rock bottom.. Your already in your pit. Now it’s time to climb. No where to go but up right? Which most of us on here are sad in some form. So stop looking down and look up. What do you want to achieve? If you don’t have anything to achieve then make yourself some small goals and it feels good when you achieve them. Tell yourself you can do it and your not going to let anything or anyone in your way because this is about you. Your paddling your own canoe. My counselor told me this.. Know many, trust few, paddle your own canoe. Somethings you have to do alone. I’m trying to achieve happiness.. My surroundings are negative and my aunt says it’s my fault for being this way. I have a goal though. Treat those goals like pinky promises guys! That is if you believe in them (you really should.. There legit) Yeah I wake up and I’m still super sad but I pull through guys. I know it’s not easy but don’t let negativity get you down. Sadness is contagious.