Sometimes I think my inability to urinate alone, is fair and good reason enough for you to shoot me like a horse with a broken leg and put me out of my misery.
Thank you Engie, for acknowledging me. I just get so frustrated and feel so helpless and hopeless because the bladder issue is beyond my control, all I can do is adapt and cope, and I have been doing my best to adapt and cope but the adaptation is so miserably difficult, especially considering the bladder issue is only the latest misfortune to befall me. If I were in a structured life with routine, with a job, with a mate, with a family, I would be able to more easily regulate my fluid intake and I can see how self-catheterization would be no big deal, other than the high risk for UTIs. I want to cry about it but can’t cry. And I am sure others on here have miserable circumstances which would make me appreciate how good I got it. I guess I posted that out of frustration. I should be thankful I can still walk, and I am, but I am still miserable walking.
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Sometimes I think my inability to urinate alone, is fair and good reason enough for you to shoot me like a horse with a broken leg and put me out of my misery.
You’re right. And now that you mention it, before I go, I have some graves to adorn.
I’m only kidding. I’m not going to outlive anybody I know.
Thank you Engie, for acknowledging me. I just get so frustrated and feel so helpless and hopeless because the bladder issue is beyond my control, all I can do is adapt and cope, and I have been doing my best to adapt and cope but the adaptation is so miserably difficult, especially considering the bladder issue is only the latest misfortune to befall me. If I were in a structured life with routine, with a job, with a mate, with a family, I would be able to more easily regulate my fluid intake and I can see how self-catheterization would be no big deal, other than the high risk for UTIs. I want to cry about it but can’t cry. And I am sure others on here have miserable circumstances which would make me appreciate how good I got it. I guess I posted that out of frustration. I should be thankful I can still walk, and I am, but I am still miserable walking.