I always thought I wouldn’t care so much when someone I know died I always thought well it’s fucking life u live and then u die that’s clearly true but this is unfortunate/: my bf just had to die of brain cancer I actually rather have it be me. I’m depressed as hell…..and I can’t stop crying I miss him so muuuuch! I still wanna die kinda but this made me realize if I miss my bf this much I can feel sorta how my best friend would feel of I died…I don’t want this stress I feel on him… Hmmm maybe I’m best off living… But oh we’ll il figure that out later. Ben, I love you more then u can you think. I’m sorry we argued so much im sorry really sorry I wish I could’ve said sorry when ur alive but I ran out of time to realize I was wrong. I will never forget you. I love you<3
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Ben will always be with you and knows how much you live him. The pain will ease, I promise . It just takes time.