Life’s a *****! And then you die! This is sad, but sometimes true and in cases like mine, i have lowered my standards on everything! Happiness, school, friendships! And now, im tired! Im just so sleepy and SCREW medication!
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Cant lower standards on anything but exspectations because everything else could get better or worst on its own, but expectations will always be there to make sure you fail so its better to not expect nothing at all. But just let your self be happy, do good in school i bet your smart & friendships are built by experiences so find a friend that relates to you. 🙂
Annie,
others might surprise you someday.. and you might surprise yourself. I know it’s hard to see life from a more positive perspective. I struggle with it, too. but you have to try. I’ve been reading some of your posts tonight, and you’re way too sweet of a person to talk like that.
sounds like you had your expectations managed down by someone who was a fuckwagon. Who was it. You probably had normal expectations. Some who cant connect to others will tell you you are needy, clingy expect too much – just to not give a shit and take what comes. I say fuck them. You have a right to have boundaries and expectations from others. Who was it. I mean – the situation. Not the names.
I tried to lower my standards, but it does not happen.
So I am unsatisfied all the time.
But, if I convinced myself that I lowered my standards and did whatever shit anyways I would afterwards feel even worse cause, turned out – i did not lower my standards. I am not able to.