so today was crap day i felt so insecure like everyone at school hated me, like tey all wanted me dead. last night i dobed my twin sister into my mum about something now she hates me. she is writing nasty comments about me on facebook and is sending nasty messages about me to her facbook friends. i think to myself if my own twin sister is doing that stuff can you imagine what everyone else is doing and saying about me. today in music their was 2 couch chairs next to each other there was a boy who is in my class on one and i sat on the one next to him, when i sat down he got up and moved away from me i just wanted to cry my eyes out. when i walked into the back room where my twin and her friends were they said we cant talk anymore kiaras her so shh. when i wanted to come back in later they wouldnt answer the door. last saturday night i asked a boy to come to te christmas carols with me he said im already going with someone.
i jut dont know what to do anymore i just want out of thi life.
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Trust me, I know how it feels 🙂 Maybe you should try making friends with someone of your own interests, because there is always bound to be someone, and if you really cant find someone, it is lonely. Ive been like that for the last year
Strangers dont really care about you. They dont care whether you are alive or not. But ones who love you and whim you love, they would never want you dead. I’m sorry that you have so mean twin. But there’s better options than to get out. You could try joining some extracurricular activity and or find some friends from other school. Peoples who wouldn’t know you. If your fb causes more trouble than good maybe you should consider deleting the account? Or restrict privacy settings I dont know.
And dont give up. So this boy said no. I dont know how many boys there are in your class but they couldn’t all say no. Its hard trying but try anyways. Keep fighting