Now I have one person I call a friend, and no one else as friend.
I sometimes miss those white sticks of cancer but hey, they are a crutch and aren’t I supposed to be better than that? So much better in fact that I just ate all the damned Christmas cookies! Feel terrible now. But when you weigh out the good the bad and the ugly, it boils down to the cookies being the wiser choice out of all the choices I could have chosen.
I actually wanted to post about this site feeling as close to having “friends” as I can get, and as sad as that reality is, it is what it is, and for now this is my reality so thanks everyone for being here and if not exactly a friend, at least making this a friendlier place to take refuge in for a while. I really appeciate the space and down time here:)