… since i cried last time, i really want to cry, Â just let it all out, i am depressed, i am confused… i really do want to cry but for some reason i can’t… i wonder why?
thats what came to my mind but if im strong, then why am i here? i wouldn’t be suicidal if i was. i keep making fake smiles. im disgusted of myself because a fake smile is what i hate the most .
CaKe,
wanting to died doesn’t make you weak it’s the way you feel,sure you fake smiles your not happy at the moment,it’s hard to fake smile isn’t that strong?
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perhaps because your strong,i don’t cry never! but i have plenty of feelings.
thats what came to my mind but if im strong, then why am i here? i wouldn’t be suicidal if i was. i keep making fake smiles. im disgusted of myself because a fake smile is what i hate the most .
CaKe,
wanting to died doesn’t make you weak it’s the way you feel,sure you fake smiles your not happy at the moment,it’s hard to fake smile isn’t that strong?
No, its hiding your weakness, which is even worse because its hard to survive alone… Its pretending to be strong, not being it, dont you think?