Jumble

so many feelings and thoughts whirring
around in my head i feel like im going to
explode! none of em’ make sense and i cant
figure them out it’s like they’re written in some
foreign code but at the same time i know what
the say “AH!” too much it’s all to much! so much noise whirring aroud i feel like my head
is being slowly sliced into peices and looked
at. i cant make sense i have so many secrets
so many lies but at the same time i cant tell
myself the secrets and i cannot find the
truths!!! AHHH so painful it wont stop i feel so….hollow…..like im falling in a never ending
hole…like all the light is being sucked out of
me and being held in a jar…things so close are
at the same time so far!!! i cant escape room
with no doors….a million holes being poked in
my head looking into my brain….so….so….so…alone, abondoned by
something iv’e never had…never
known….these things i cant even speak of
them…..all these words….simple…funny…even
mad…are rushing pulsing in my blood…no
cure….is this what hell feels like cause’ i have a feeling it should….all these voices screaming
in agony and pain and the thought that you
cant help them is crippling the need
of something and nothing but no-one knows
who they are!!! non-existent they are forever
alone….blurring vision nothing makes sense NOTHING!!!! FOREVER NEVER HERE
FOREVER NEVER THERE forever never!!!!!!
jumble….it alll makes sense…finally it’s a
maze…with so many dangers and dead
ends….it’s all just a game…but such atired
lonely game….all the life is sucked out….now i cant stop i must reach the end…but the end is
never…..never….ever…fornever ever…alone