Hush

stare at the paleness of it all. Your hand grasps the cold metal that will soon realease you from your sorrow. it will mask the pain of life.
just one slice and you can tell,no matter how many times you say it wont happen again…it will.
I look down and i think to myself, how did it come to this? I thibk back to their words, the hatred and meaness of it all. If only they had known the outcome of their actions. It’s not just a game anymore, now its serious. now it can cost a life.
Slice.
i watch as it drips down the drain.
stupid girl, they would say.
stupid, stupid little girl. you thought you could run away, hide. not from us, stupid little girl…
Slice! this time i press2ed down hard on my skin, making a deep cut.
more red drips sown my arm. it’s so beautiful.
slice…
im having second thoughts, what if it doesnt work? what if i dont succeed? what if someone finds me? is it really this eay to slip away as peacefully and quietly as a feather gliding to the ground…
Slice.
i start another ‘what if’ in my head but something quiet in my head a little whisper says to me…
Hush…
slice.