The title is arbritrary. I’m currently sitting on a stump of bricks in the middle of a small town. I have no one. I pushed them all away. I left my wife who loved me more than herself. Â Then I dated a woman who wrecked me forever. She became pregnant and took my son from me. He wasn’t mine and I miss him dearly. Then I fell in love once more. She moved to Hawaii. Im a failure and a fuck up. I’ve quit everything I’ve ever started. Until I decided to be a soldier and got discharged because of an injury. I want to go to sleep and not wake up. The tale is so much more complicated but its starting to rain. I have to find someplace to sleep.
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Hello Gtflaw,
Sorry to take so long to comment. Are you new to SP? If so…know you are welcome…it isn’t usually so busy here…but it is that time of year eh? Not an excuse, just an explanation of sorts. There are so many questions that I would like to ask…but as you say…your tale is not finished. I hope you found someplace out of the rain for now…are you homeless? I have been there myself a time or two.
Here if you want to talk…or just someone to listen
Let me know
Peace
Amakua