I finally found something to take away this horrible pain in my heart and keep my mind off things… It seems alcohol really does help me forget.. and helps this pain in my heart! I know what ill be doing from now on.. never been much of a drinker but finally! I found something to take my mind off him and I don’t get that terrible knot in the stomach feeling! YAY!!
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Be careful with the booze. It can make us to things impulsively. I am speaking from personal experience. Enjoy the good fun with it.
I agree with the cautious warning by *lostsong* above because alcoholism is an irreversible disease.
I know.. it’s definitely not what I SHOULD be doing but truly it’s the only thing I’ve found so far that helps me get my mind off him.. first night in a long time that I haven’t been obsessing about what he’s doing and if he’s found someone better. right now I could really care less =P and its crazy maybe this is why people become addicts because it literally takes the pain in my heart and stomach away.. I don’t know if this happens to anyone else but I constantly have this twisting knot type pain in my heart an stomach when I’m depressed.. alcohol took that right away.. luckily I don’t (really) have an addictive personality so ill make sure this doesn’t get too out of hand..
Anything to get me through the holidays without him I guess:)