Wow..so that was Christmas. No gifts, no family, no friends, no hugs.
Maybe I was counting on the holiday to cheer me up a bit..I dont know why.
We never really “celebrated” Christmas in my house with such nonsense. There were never any gifts since I can remember. My parents always thought that since they never got Christmas presents when they were kids, that we never needed them. *shrug* fine. Never surrounded by family..it’s just another day. You know my year had to be pathetic when I counted on the most depressing holiday for me to cheer me up. hah.
I guess, love, laughs, and hugs was what I needed…or what i thought I needed.
I realized that the only thing i needed was to bleed..and I did accordingly.
Twisted Holidays
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Sounds about as eventful as my Christmas. I mean, in re: no gifts, family, friends, hugs, etc. Life is like that sometimes. It’s all an absurd, highly-organized mess, most of the time.