i may be abused. but all i wanna do know is hurt myself more and more. for the past week my best friend and i have been fighting constantly. over stupid issues really..thing is now were kinda sorta talking nicer but i cant trust him now. im fucked over now thinking were ganna get in another argument..weve been best friends for 7 months now and this is the first time ever we have argued (or at least this much) now when were having fun and laughing i feel guilty. cuz we shouldnt fight. hes been there since day one and has never left me..hes the only friend that would die to save my life. so now when i say im still upset that we got in so many arguments he tries to change the subject? WHY IS HE DOING THAT? all its doing is making me think were falling apart and im ganna lose him. hes the only reason im still alive, and i cant let him go. i want to believe his intentions are good. but now im confused. please someone tell me…before i bleed through the night.
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I know how you feel, fakingit, I went through something similar. At some point you have to trust the other person; that they’re not going to leave you. It’s hard to do, but if you don’t get over that insecurity it can affect your friendships or relationships for the worst. Try not to keep running over the arguments in your head or feel guilty over them. Arguments happen and things get said, you have to put them behind you now. Unless there’s something you need clarified. Your friend appears to have forgiven you for your part and he probably wants to move on and get back to normal – that’s why he’s probably changing the subject. I know you’re still upset, and it’ll probably take a few days, but you’ll get back on track eventually. Stop hurting yourself.