So I’m so fckin depressed, I want to kill myself! Why would god put me through this, I know I’m triping but still I pray & pray!! Yet no one helps fck friends! They can die slow! Why why… Fck everything in this world! It can burn in hell!! I’m tired of family. Why the fck with god put me with them… I guess the devil might help me.. I hate so fckin much! I just want to leave this ***** and never come back. So fckin depressed and sucidal, I’m lost and confused, I’m probably gonna fck my life up, but it is what it is, life is a ***** and than you die.! What ever happens…happens! Time to succeed or fck up!
I know the spelling is not great, but I just wrote what I was thinking, I didn’t what Ito edit so it does not take away from the message of it
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you are asking for help, im here. i will listen! we can even talk in private if you like. im here for you! I CARE
How do you get that hope is asking for help? I think he/she just wants to vent. Glad you are around though…there are a lot of people here that would love someone to just listen.
Listen, the devil ain’t gonna help you and God ain’t gonna help you. The only one who can help you is you….Take your own advice and leave that ***** and I bet you WILL feel better. Go to legal aide.com and you can type up your own separation agreement or divorce papers for free. You don’t have to stay in a shitty situation and if you have kids they will appreciate your being happier more than staying in a home where things are all fucked up or if you end up ending it all. I wish I had left when my kids were young as my husband was a total asshole and I probably wouldn’t be suicidal today if I had changed my situation back in those days….