I don’t know what to say other than I’m sorry. That brings back bad memories. I hope you’ll talk to someone on this website. Please don’t hurt or kill yourself, you haven’t even told us what’s wrong in your life. Let us all help you, you’re probably a great person in a bad situation who doesn’t deserve to have this happen to them.
Ok. Here is my story. I have more scars on my stomach and legs than you can imagine. Mydad beats me if I am not perfect so it is often. I failed 2 classes. I am to scared to let him know
If your dad beats you that often and enough to make you want to kill yourself, call the police. No one is perfect, if that is the only thing making you want to kill yourself it is absolutely ridiculous and it needs to stop.
In the movie Rocky 6, Rocky Balboa said something really inspiring and true for everyone:
Rocky Balboa: You ain’t gonna believe this, but you used to fit right here.
Rocky Balboa: I’d hold you up to say to your mother, “this kid’s gonna be the best kid in the world. This kid’s gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew.” And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you, every day was like a privilige. Then the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you’re no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow. Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! Now if you know what you’re worth then go out and get what you’re worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain’t you! You’re better than that! I’m always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You’re my son and you’re my blood. You’re the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, ya ain’t gonna have a life. Don’t forget to visit your mother.
That’s bullshit. Now I’m really pissed. Is there any way you could get proof? Hide a video camera? Then you could try again. You don’t deserve to die because of this.
I’m about to pass out. Please don’t do suicide. Let other people tell you what they think first. You may want to repost a descrptive version of your story.
Hello,
I’m Felipe from Brazil. I could just think for hours to try to give you a perfect reason to not die. But I’ll just say what my heart tells me…
Now it’s 5 am here and for some reason I can’t sleep. So I’m surfing the web as a scape and I write something on google search to see what will came up: “you just want one person to find this site and this person is me”. The first site that appears is this one.
I think I could have gotten here for some reason.
I believe there is a God who wished you existed to express his love and appreciate you and the beauty only you bring to the world. Even if your dad, who should love you the most among other people, doesn’t do it, rather for he’s incapable of or not, I know that God loves you, and for certain you’ll find in some point in your life someone that you can be yourself with and this person and likely more than one person will love you for who you are.
The camera idea is good (or maybe it’s more easy if you just record the audio, if it’s content is enough to prove), if you need money or help to get it, let us know… But still you could be apprehensive to finally be able to get a proof and be protected from your dad violence because you don’t want to be separeted from him or your family. If you think it’s secure enough, try to talk to him, or other person that could help, in a delicate way about what your feeling and how you’d wish things to change. If you realy sees it’s not possible, then being apart is the best way, because the violence could get worse. Then maybe after some time things could be better between you two. You could try to search in the web what kind of assistance you could get from the goverment, maybe ask to an especialist. I don’t know for sure, but even if you are not a underage, if you go to school or college, you could still be under the laws of child protection.
Now thinking about the education system.
I don’t know especifically in your country, but personaly I think it urges for changes. It realy doesn’t suits for everyone, at least not for me. It could be much more efficient in several ways. For example, there are certain ways of learning and assimilation that some people are good with and some they are not. What happens is that schools always tend to use only few of them.
You should study and develop yourself in a career that you like and is natural tended to be talented with. Not one that you are obligated.
Let’s consider the indians (indigenous) with a peaceful nature, for instance. They for sure have their costumes, discipline and obligations. But what they emphasize in life is the relationship between each other and their comunity as a whole. Not the money or whatever the media tells to us about what we need to be happy.
All this create a heavy competitive atmosphere, that is not healthy.
I know that’s a lot of things that need to be changed in education in only a short time, but I hope we can do something, a step at time, so people don’t need to have hard times like ours in the future.
Sorry for my errors in grammar and for writing too long.
I realy wish that you have a wonderful life, have the will to live it and help other people during your journey!
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Ill act as support. Don’t go. I thought you were going to talk to someone
I’m here too. Don’t go. Try at least to talk to someone here, it might help.
I’m not doing well myself right now. Can we help each other, please?
The person I was going to talk to shot them self
I don’t know what to say other than I’m sorry. That brings back bad memories. I hope you’ll talk to someone on this website. Please don’t hurt or kill yourself, you haven’t even told us what’s wrong in your life. Let us all help you, you’re probably a great person in a bad situation who doesn’t deserve to have this happen to them.
Ok. Here is my story. I have more scars on my stomach and legs than you can imagine. Mydad beats me if I am not perfect so it is often. I failed 2 classes. I am to scared to let him know
If your dad beats you that often and enough to make you want to kill yourself, call the police. No one is perfect, if that is the only thing making you want to kill yourself it is absolutely ridiculous and it needs to stop.
I did. Went to court, judge did not believe me….
In the movie Rocky 6, Rocky Balboa said something really inspiring and true for everyone:
Rocky Balboa: You ain’t gonna believe this, but you used to fit right here.
Rocky Balboa: I’d hold you up to say to your mother, “this kid’s gonna be the best kid in the world. This kid’s gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew.” And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you, every day was like a privilige. Then the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you’re no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow. Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! Now if you know what you’re worth then go out and get what you’re worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain’t you! You’re better than that! I’m always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You’re my son and you’re my blood. You’re the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, ya ain’t gonna have a life. Don’t forget to visit your mother.
That’s bullshit. Now I’m really pissed. Is there any way you could get proof? Hide a video camera? Then you could try again. You don’t deserve to die because of this.
I’m about to pass out. Please don’t do suicide. Let other people tell you what they think first. You may want to repost a descrptive version of your story.
ok
Hello,
I’m Felipe from Brazil. I could just think for hours to try to give you a perfect reason to not die. But I’ll just say what my heart tells me…
Now it’s 5 am here and for some reason I can’t sleep. So I’m surfing the web as a scape and I write something on google search to see what will came up: “you just want one person to find this site and this person is me”. The first site that appears is this one.
I think I could have gotten here for some reason.
I believe there is a God who wished you existed to express his love and appreciate you and the beauty only you bring to the world. Even if your dad, who should love you the most among other people, doesn’t do it, rather for he’s incapable of or not, I know that God loves you, and for certain you’ll find in some point in your life someone that you can be yourself with and this person and likely more than one person will love you for who you are.
The camera idea is good (or maybe it’s more easy if you just record the audio, if it’s content is enough to prove), if you need money or help to get it, let us know… But still you could be apprehensive to finally be able to get a proof and be protected from your dad violence because you don’t want to be separeted from him or your family. If you think it’s secure enough, try to talk to him, or other person that could help, in a delicate way about what your feeling and how you’d wish things to change. If you realy sees it’s not possible, then being apart is the best way, because the violence could get worse. Then maybe after some time things could be better between you two. You could try to search in the web what kind of assistance you could get from the goverment, maybe ask to an especialist. I don’t know for sure, but even if you are not a underage, if you go to school or college, you could still be under the laws of child protection.
Now thinking about the education system.
I don’t know especifically in your country, but personaly I think it urges for changes. It realy doesn’t suits for everyone, at least not for me. It could be much more efficient in several ways. For example, there are certain ways of learning and assimilation that some people are good with and some they are not. What happens is that schools always tend to use only few of them.
You should study and develop yourself in a career that you like and is natural tended to be talented with. Not one that you are obligated.
Let’s consider the indians (indigenous) with a peaceful nature, for instance. They for sure have their costumes, discipline and obligations. But what they emphasize in life is the relationship between each other and their comunity as a whole. Not the money or whatever the media tells to us about what we need to be happy.
All this create a heavy competitive atmosphere, that is not healthy.
I know that’s a lot of things that need to be changed in education in only a short time, but I hope we can do something, a step at time, so people don’t need to have hard times like ours in the future.
Sorry for my errors in grammar and for writing too long.
I realy wish that you have a wonderful life, have the will to live it and help other people during your journey!