I’m a freak of nature

I’m 29 inches in height. That’s not a joke. To visualize, I look similar to the current Guiness holders for shortest man & woman. I was abandoned by my parents.
They only raised their normal statured children.

I’m passed from one relative to another on a 2 weeks regular basis. They hate me. They only treat me as a charity work.

I’m bullied emotionally & physically in school so I was forced to dropped out. There’s no special school for a freak like me. I can’t get any jobs even the lowest paying ones.
Employers always tell me I’m bad for company image. Heightism is the most extreme prejudice here.

The government in my country only serves to enrich corrupt politicians. No help can be found there.

My daily life consists of doing household chores to whichever relatives’ house I get assigned to live for a 2 weeks basis. The cycle repeats.

I always wish a criminal would come and take this life away. I want to end this 15 years of pitiful & miserable existence.

I have no friends. Nobody cares. I will never have a happy and normal life let alone have a family of my own.

Why was I born anyway? I hate myself. I’ve tried everything even religion but nothing will save me.