I have a boyfriend, who happens to be my first love and real relationship.
I’m 14, almost 15. Don’t tell me I’m too young for love or any other crap like that. So anyways..
We’ve been best friends since July 17th 2011. We’ve talked every day since then. All day, that’s all I would do. Is just talk to him. But we’ve been dating since last June.
He understands me, and the things I go through. We’ve always been there for each other, we’ve had our fights but we usually get through it. Â He makes me happy. I’ve been so miserable my whole life until he came along. But now he’s gone, until June. He’ll be back though. He’s just gone to some military school crap, something like that.
Anyways, he left a couple weeks ago. Ever since he left, I feel so empty and sad.
I miss him so much. Â I’m not giving up on him, or moving on. That’d be un-fair for him. He didn’t want to go plus I don’t think I could ever do that.. But I don’t know what to do to keep him off my mind to keep me from staying sad all the time. Any ideas..?
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I wouldn’t try not to think about him if he makes you happy. Can you write him a letter or something? I think that you knowing he knew you cared would allow you to be more at peace. Staying in touch is also better for relationships.