i’ve been taking pain pill almost everyday for about 3 years now and it’s destroying my life. Â im going to my first counseling/rehab meeting tomorrow, and i’m scared the withdraws are going to lead me to think about suicide more than i already do. Â i sniffed my (hopefully) last two 40mg opanas a few hours ago. Â The place i’m going really pushes its patients to take suboxone to curb cravings and withdraw symptoms, but i can’t afford it. Â i’d rather kill myself than be a burnout drug addict the rest of my life. Â my loving family is the only thing keeping me from blowing my brains out. help me
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i am so proud of you that you are getting help
plz dont push them away
this is from a child who had parents who were addicts
i can say i know more of what your family is going threw
but i also know what its like to be addicted to something
so plz do it get help and live a happy life and dont be scared of a better life
You can do it! You have a family who cares about you and that is half the battle. Be honest with them so they understand what you are going through which will help them to be able to help you better. I hope one day I can be brave like you.
markandjosh
you are brave you are on hear looking for help 🙂