I don’t have it in me to go on living. The pain I have inside is far too great for my fragile mind to handle. I am hurting so bad. I have prayed every single night that I will feel better, that I can wake up and be okay but it’s only getting worse. I have severely intrusive thoughts about ending my life daily. I had a dream that I ended my life and I finally felt a sense of relief after I was dead in the dream. I was okay and I could finally breathe again.
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I know exactly how this feels. Ive tried to kill myself several times, and constantly think about it. one time, i fell asleep in class and had a dream that i was dead and it was the best feeling ever, but then i had to wake up and realize i still live in my miserable existence and almost cried, even though i never do.
Hi emmy27,
I prayed the same prayer for you. I think your dream is a projection of your current state. Ending your life would mean also ending all the stress your mind has been under. That would be a relief. I offer to listen if you’d like to have someone to share with what’s bothering you. Email msxdin@gmail.com
There is no point in ending a great life yours could turn out to be heaven or hell pick one