I don’t have it in me to go on living. The pain I have inside is far too great for my fragile mind to handle. I am hurting so bad. I have prayed every single night that I will feel better, that I can wake up and be okay but it’s only getting worse. I have severely intrusive thoughts about ending my life daily. I had a dream that I ended my life and I finally felt a sense of relief after I was dead in the dream. I was okay and I could finally breathe again.
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Fragile Mind
If I told you would you understand? If I told you what I’ve done, would you love who I am? I chose the wrong things in everything, choosing nothing in the end. Run, run, running away. Sleep, dream, waiting for the good just to fall into my hands. Love left me in its dust, lust drove by and picked me up. It forced me back to my feet by cutting out my heart and leaving my soul to die. I tried to find the answers in half truths, but they only told me lies. I tried to kill my pain but each cut brought it […]