So sad and alone. Â I don’t have any friends and nobody loves me. Â If I died, no one would care. Â They might feel a little guilt for treating me so bad or ignoring me, but that’d be all.
And you guys are strangers, so don’t say you care, because none of you actually know me.
Just so hard to deal with life. Â When you try so hard to be nice, and yet people still don’t like you and you still don’t fit in anywhere. Â No, I am not a young teenager, but have lived several decades wrought with sheer pain and misery- and I mean that literally- that things that happened to me that I had to, and am currently, dealing with.
I’m breaking… Â :'(
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i can really relate to your post and likewise i haate it when some random person says that they care, because obviously it is not genuine.
I hate it when some stranger here says it’s going to be okay…. they do not really know what you’re going through, and it feels like they’re just saying it to placate you. I too have been around too many years now, and feel completely alone and have nothing of meaning in my life anymore. There’s not much I want from life, and the little I do want, I know I will never have it. It’s a mission making it through each day, and when I wake up every morning, I wonder if it’s going to be the day I finally give in.
I understand your pain.