I am suicidal and I have attempted suicide on many occasions. I have been to a treatment center for it but I don’t feel it helped at all. I still cut and I love it.
I don’t see anything wrong with cutting yourself. If you do it carefully and in a way, responsibly, you can relieve the stress and tension and gain that pleasure without getting any blood infection or worse. Cuz that ain’t fun, trust me.
I’ve cut myself to the bone, trying to see how deep the pleasure runs..and it’s not easy to stop. I’ve had to find other avenues of relief like getting tattoos on my body. I use to have my martial arts team beat the crap out of me on a regular basis. I’d slam my body into the concrete, ive let grown men beat me half to death, and I’ve even broken my own hands just to feel the pain. I’ve gone to extremes to hurt myself just so I can feel anything. But In the end it’s just empty physical abuse. It feels good cuz it’s easy to do and it gives us control. It’s the things that aren’t so easy and are out of control that hurt the most.
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I don’t see anything wrong with cutting yourself. If you do it carefully and in a way, responsibly, you can relieve the stress and tension and gain that pleasure without getting any blood infection or worse. Cuz that ain’t fun, trust me.
I’ve cut myself to the bone, trying to see how deep the pleasure runs..and it’s not easy to stop. I’ve had to find other avenues of relief like getting tattoos on my body. I use to have my martial arts team beat the crap out of me on a regular basis. I’d slam my body into the concrete, ive let grown men beat me half to death, and I’ve even broken my own hands just to feel the pain. I’ve gone to extremes to hurt myself just so I can feel anything. But In the end it’s just empty physical abuse. It feels good cuz it’s easy to do and it gives us control. It’s the things that aren’t so easy and are out of control that hurt the most.
Ya I do anything just to feel physical pain so I didn’t have to think about everything else.