I wish I could say today was the day that I would commit suicide or at least someday soon. Not because I need others to see it but because it would finally mean that I…I…would not have to deal with the whole span of my life? That I could just focus on time determined by suicide date subtract now. I literally have no faith in my ability to commit suicide. I could probably have a gun and I would still mess it up. The best pills I have access to are caffeine pills -.-. I mean maybe I take 100 then sprint until I get a heart attack. Are ridiculous suicide methods still not allowed to be mentioned? Unless anti depressants are fatal? No need to answer any questions you are uncomfortable I will probably just Google it anyway.
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“I literally have no faith in my ability to commit suicide.”
This is exactly how I feel. I am always researching new ways, but can’t follow through with anything because I’m sure I’ll fail
I know exactly how you feel. Anti depressants can lead to death, but that doesnt mean you try it! I dont know if i can talk you out of this because some people are too far gone to be helped. And if you dont want to be helped thats fine, but there are people who care for you and that you can turn to.
If you want to talk it out and vent ill be here for you okay? zquijas10@ymail.com
Im available all the time in case you need me. Youll get through this sweety 🙂 stay strong <3
I once cut myself and found poisonous lead paint, rubbed it into the cuts. “That was dumb,” I think to myself every time I see them. I basically tattooed my cuts into my skin, idiot. But also I don’t understand my logic behind it because it couldn’t possibly work….. They’ve been there for years. And they’ll be there for years. Constant reminder of what a stupid poo I am/was. No. Am.