Im 34 and have always been single. My heart aches all the time, I feel so lonely and sick. Often fantasise about dying. A girl I was nuts about referred to me as creepy and weird… we were dating for a while and thought we were close, that ripped my heart in two. Life is shit, bring on the end.
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Yep. Never felt as bad as when i hope for a relationship and it comes crashing down around me. Only solution i figured out was to consistently demean myself and convince myself i wasn’t suited for people. No hope means.. no spiral of despair… hardly a great solution though.
Are you obsessing over the relationship ? or have you accepted that it’s over and are trying to get through the emotional wreckage of a break up.. I’m assuming it’s done if she’s saying things like that. Try to distract yourself with other things you like..
Try not to get caught up in any of that soul mate crap.. you were with someone and it didn’t work out. Ride out the bad points.. if i can manage to half ass my way into a relationship.. you’ll definitely be able to mend and move on.
Luck .
I think about her every day and its been a year now. It took her about a month to get a boyfriend, she told a mate I was weird and creepy because I messaged her a lot and I got angry as she didn’t reply. Having said that, she would do things like comment on photos I was in on fb and look at my linkedin profile all the time! I have honestly never felt that strongly about anyone. Cant take the pain much more.
Thanks for your comments.
I want to die too. However, you need to hold on longer.
Hit me up at jrski27@hotmail.com. Im 29 recently been through a serious break up. Theirs ways to deal with it, but the best is to talk. I’m open ears my friend, I’ll listen and maybe you can relate to my story so it doesn’t feel like such a autonomous feeling.
Don’t we all!!!