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Want To Die

My Pain

by Elizabeth 1/4/2016

written by Elizabeth

I am a teenager
I get honor roll and am stressed with my grades if i get lower than a A-
Since a year or two ago i wasnt able to feel happy for more than an hour

My feelings for most are faked including my boyfriend because I don’t want to hurt anyone

I want to forget everything a.d start a new life
I want to live in a different world
I want to die, but i cant bring myself to it
I dont want to tell my parent because their comforting only works for a minute or two
Im easily angered, easily stressed, impasient, and […]

1/4/2016 3 comments

I want to die

by starwarsfan 11/22/2014

written by starwarsfan

I want desperately to die. Theres deep dark secretes that I havnt told anyone and everything is eating me alive. Just to name a few:

I think I have cancer

My mom is an alcoholic

I cut

Family issues

Forever alone

I know some seem stupid, but its true. Everyone hates me because I have my own mind. I do what I want. I try to do my best to do what Im told, but I fuck everything up. Im not fit to be around people. I just want to die. Life sucks dick and im ready to leave. Someone please help me. I want to die so bad, but im […]

11/22/2014 3 comments

I want to die

by dooobeee 8/29/2013

written by dooobeee

Im 34 and have always been single. My heart aches all the time, I feel so lonely and sick. Often fantasise about dying. A girl I was nuts about referred to me as creepy and weird… we were dating for a while and thought we were close, that ripped my heart in two. Life is shit, bring on the end.

8/29/2013 5 comments

Love?

by hatenotaccepted 8/28/2013

written by hatenotaccepted

I don’t want to die cause a guy broke my heart. I want to die cause Love is always to hard on me. I fall too hard and too easily. I get harrassed and no one will help me. I have loved but it was fake. Love isn’t real. Even if it was it would be fake. I don’t want to die cause I’m single i want to die cause I’m unwanted.

8/28/2013 6 comments

6 word memiors, give it a try

by indigo rain 8/22/2013

written by indigo rain

want to die, have to live

8/22/2013 9 comments

Unhappy forever

by Miserylovescompany 3/29/2013

written by Miserylovescompany

death is the best way out and the only way. I want to die so much, you dont understand because no one does. Ive told people but they think its a joke. I see it in their face, that smile, that smirk. Its just a joke……

But im afraid to kill, to kill myself. I cant do it and i try. I think about the multiple ways and i cry because I can’t do it.

3/29/2013 3 comments

NOW

by I.cant.breathe! 2/18/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

Guys I’m just so weak, and hopeless, I just want to die, even though the cancer will do that for me, I just want to die now…sooner not later, now.

2/18/2013 4 comments

by SerenaClaire 2/6/2013

written by SerenaClaire

be straight up I suppose…. My names SerenaÂ , I’m in 7th grade at Bemidji Middle School , I have a smile on my face most of the time(= , but everybody knows im ‘depressed’ , because …. I cut myself , a lot… my legs , my arms , my wrists , my stomach…. It make’s me feel better. I don’t know what else to do! , I ALWAYS get called a ; HOE , WHORE , **** , ***** , FAT , UGLY , WORTHLESS , ATTENTION WHORE , DUMB , BOYFRIEND STEALER , etc.. It sucks , a lot , I don’t […]

2/6/2013 2 comments

I wish I could

by The Cynical One 2/1/2013

written by The Cynical One

I wish I could live life normally.

I wish I could be happy.

I wish I could smile.

I wish I could go out with my friends.

I wish I could talk on the phone.

I wish I could go to the store.

I wish I could have a job.

I wish I could go to college.

I wish doing those things wouldn’t be so hard

I wish that doing those things wouldn’t make me so overwhelmed.

I wish that doing those things wouldn’t make me want to die.

I wish I could live. I wish I could be ‘normal’.

I wish you could understand.

I wish I wasn’t all alone.

I hope I will be ok.

I hope things […]

2/1/2013 4 comments

I…

by Bloodi 1/23/2013

written by Bloodi

I… I… I Hate Myself….

I… I… I Wish I Would Die….

I… I… I Give Up…..

I… I… I Give You All I’ve Got…

You.. You… You Want More…

I… I… I Want to Cry…

I.. I… I Want to Die…

Be My Friend.. Hold Me.. Wrap Me Up… Unfold Me… I Am Small… And Needy… Warm Me Up… Breathe Me…

I AM CRYING SO BADLY INSIDE FOR YOU!!! I WANT TO SCREAM UNTIL I CAN NO LONGER SPEAK!!! PLEASE!!! JUST LET ME DIE!!!

1/23/2013 10 comments

I just want to die

by T 11/4/2012

written by T

Not really sure how to do this. Thank you for the two comments I received. They do help. I just wish I could find the courage to make a change. I’m so afraid of being alone (dumb, I know)

11/4/2012 0 comment

I guess you’d call it hypocritical..

by jordy 10/22/2012

written by jordy

I tell people not to hurt themselves.

I hurt myself.

“Please don’t do it” I’ll comfort them, promise them promises that are false just to keep them alive a little longer.

But I want to die, and I don’t want them to stop me.

10/22/2012 6 comments

I Can’t Do This Anymore

by HelpMeIWantToDie 9/20/2012

written by HelpMeIWantToDie

I want to die, but of course I can’t. First I’m scared of dying but I’m sick and tired of trying to live happy. My parents stalk the hell out of me whenever I try to talk to a boy and my dad and mom beat me. What am I supposed to do? My friends tell me I look weird when I don’t smile because I smile all the time. Why do I smile? Why am I completely at peace when I’m at school, but at home I dread it and want to die

I’m tired of living. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of doing […]

9/20/2012 6 comments

Where do i go from here?

by morgmilan7 8/11/2012

written by morgmilan7

I have visited this sight in the past and I am now back, not because I want to die. I have wanted to die and I have thought and tried but I will never succeed. Somewhere in my heart is the passion to go on I just dont know how to go on when I hurt so much. I could go on and on about my fucked up life and all the horrible things that have hurt me. But I have finally thought I found peace with myself and something that made me happy. Then it all crumbles down around me. I want love and […]

8/11/2012 1 comment

What’s to stop me?

by f-r-i-g-h-t 8/8/2012

written by f-r-i-g-h-t

I purely and thoroughlyÂ hate myself. There’s no sugar-coated layer to hide the fact of the matter.

Ever since I was a kid, clinical depression has lingered inÂ every thought I’ve conceived. In public, IÂ have it all: grades, musical/athletic talent, friends to fuck around with on the weekends. Reality? I’m smart, but totally unmotivated. I can answer questions in class and still not account for shit when it comes to my work. Music takes up my whole time, so what’s left for sports? I don’t want to get anyÂ unhealthier,Â but Jesus,Â my motivation spectraÂ is asÂ broad as the water level in theÂ Saharra Desert. And sure, I have friends… Even that’s subjective, […]

8/8/2012 3 comments

As much as I would like, I will not die.

by savemefrommyself97 7/9/2012

written by savemefrommyself97

The depression break downs I seem to experience are coming back more and more this week. Yesterday I was just so depressed I couldnt pull myself up. I got up to take my medicine and ended up just laying in the floor. It just felt like it wasnt worth getting up to survive. My fight with my dad is getting no better. Hes still choosing his wife/ex-wife (its complicated) over me. My mom keeps saying Karma comes around..he`ll regret it when hes older. Thats not good enough to me. I dont want to wait. I want him in my lifeÂ now. Its just frustrating

As much as […]

7/9/2012 3 comments

I hate them..

by resi 6/26/2012

written by resi

I really can’t take it anymore. I just can’t love my mother anymore and I feel horrible because of this. But every time I do feel some pity for her, it just gets worse. I just don’t know. I want to get away from here, away from my parents. Every time I see them I am nearly crying. I often thought about suicide, but I don’t really want to die, I am scared to die. Yet, I would do anything to get away from here, as far as possible.. Please, can’t anybody save me? Can’t anybody make me disappear?..

6/26/2012 1 comment

i hate my family

by pm18 6/4/2012

written by pm18

another reason i want to die is because my family hates meÂ every timeÂ something goes wrong they blame it on me and punish me and if they find out its my brother or my sister theyÂ don’tÂ say sorry to me and theyÂ don’tÂ punish my brother or sister . i feel like im not wanted all the time.and my dad thinks im just a problem and constantly reminds me that he hates me andÂ doesn’tÂ want me.and the only one that likes me is my sister and she just got married so shes not going to be there fore me.well if what my whole family wants is me to be gone […]

6/4/2012 2 comments

Whats The Point?

by hippie_shutterbug 5/3/2012

written by hippie_shutterbug

Finding It Hard To Find A Reason To Live. I Want So Badly To End The Way I’m Feeling Right Now. I’m So Invisible Everywhere I Go. I Don’t Have Any Friends Around Here. I Just Wish Someone Somewhere Would Listen To Me & Tell Me Everything Will Be Okay & I’m Worth It :/

5/3/2012 4 comments

I don’t know how much longer I can stand.

by Kay-Kay 4/23/2012

written by Kay-Kay

I may not fake happiness; but I know its not real.
I may not cut myself; but that’s how I feel.
I may fear death; but I still want to die.
I may be young; but I feel old.
I may be up; but it feels like I’m down.
I may want things; but I know I have to wait. .

I don’t know how much longer I can stand.

I may have friends; but no one who understnads.
I may love sports; but how does that help?
I may have family who cares; but they’re all busy with themselves
I may be alive; but that doesn’t […]

4/23/2012 1 comment

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