I give up!. I’ve been alone 80% of my life then ever with anyone. I’ve been alone since a teen. I can’t take it anymore!!. when I go to eat out so I’m not alone I’m put aloe in the back or in some corner single seat that even makes me feel more worse. My plan is almost ready to push the so call button. I have one more bill to pay off and I’m leaving this big empty world. Yes I had told some people and they all blew it off as a joke or didn’t even care. I only got two calls all month not even wanting to know where I was or where I’ve been just wanted something from me for free. Some will say I’m selfish I had read on here. But no one will even know I’m gone. No family, my kids hadn’t even called on to ask for money. So why keep feeling like the lowest thing on this earth. Why keep crying myself to sleep every night? Why alway be alone? Save the world some money, space, air. I’m not even worried about it or scared the least. I’d volunteer for some dangerous mission to help someone even it means dying. I want to die anyways.
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I’m sorry your alone. I know how horrible it feels to be lonely. If you need anyone to talk to I’m here
How old are you L? I’m sorry to hear you’ve been feeling so low for so long. I’m with you on the loneliness. We’re alone together and together alone.
I’m 52 but been alone most of my life.
I don’t have friends either, my mom disowned me, and idk who my dad is i can talk to you if you want….
Being alone can be better sometimes. If I could I would lock myself away and never see anyone… But my daughter. People hurt you. You are safe when you are alone. I would not want to end if I knew I could be alone.
Being alone is the reason I’m not going to be here much longer. God made us not to be alone. We all need a hug, a kiss a reason to come home to someone. Think about going out everyday and seeing someone eating with someone, holding hands, a simple hug for no reason. I’ve gone I bet 5 years without a real hug, one kiss in 15 years. I won’t even be missed of it wasn’t bills. Only one that may even call are bill collectors. So when I got all my bills paid off which is soon, I’m checking out of a world of hurt. being alone, not even being noticed in a big world. So if you think being alone is fine, good luck in such a life.