I was to live the life I did 2 years ago, the life where it wasn’t an effort to do simple things like talking to someone. The only thing holding me together right now is my boyfriend and even then I fall apart so easy and become one step closer to cutting or even suicide. Last night I was listening to Demi Lovato who is a big inspiration once I heard what she went through and I began watching videos of her explaining we downfall it led to other people’s stories of depression and I just broke down on the spot I wanted to go help them but even more I just kept thinking about myself and everything that’s gone wrong. I want to be fixed but I just feel so worthless and not needed anymore, it could be true