I have been cutting myself and taking pillno since the seventh grade now I’m graduated from high school and I still have no will to live and nothing to love for I’m not going to college and I don’t have a job I don’t keep in touch with my family and I live with my boyfriend who claims he loves me but heats on me and spends every sends he can with his friends I however don’t have Frieda and I cannot keep them the more I think about my life the more I relize that I really don’t have a life I don’t have moch of anything I don’t I guess I know if I could just kill myself everything would be som much easier but I try day after day and still here I am  talking on the web I would be so happy just to not have to live my life but I’m stuck an I hate it not being able to have the only thing I want why can’t I kill myself all I want is to die and I cry day in and day out and m covered in scars and trailed by a lost of therapist robust nothing held I need to just die that is all I want in this life there is nothing here for me
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Stay strong, you can get through this there is enough time to get better. All pain is temporary, it may last for a day, a year, several years but eventually it will subside. Its not easy and im sorry you have to go through this. Seek support and help