i started to cut again. people at my school are starting to notice. im going crazy i feel and idk who to turn to who i can trust. a year ago i was still with brandon. i cant believe he messaged me out of the blue then he dropped off the face of the earth again. his birthday is the 21st maybe ill attempt again. maybe i wont. but suicide and him have been on my mind alot this past week and its only progressively getting worse. i need a break from life, from people, from school from everything. maybe the break will be permanent maybe it will be short. idk my mind is a mess and completely blurry. i needed someplace to write this all down so thanks sp once again for letting me share my crazy.
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I was wondering whether you were ok.
Sometimes, when I think about the trees, the ocean, people and all the countries, my world seems less confusing.
Best thing to do is to trust no one, which will be easier once you’re out of grade school. The uncertainty of your relationship seems to be getting to your head. Why don’t you just call him and tell him how you feel? The result may not be happy, but at least you will have answers.
duke: yea im still kicking just alot of shit is going on with my head atm. but nature relaxes me too…
Ticktock: ive asked him but he continues to ignore the question. we have no relationship he out of the blue messaged me and said how he’s been thinking of me and now disappears again. i dont fucking know.
Mad as a hatter they say. Did you know that on cowboy hats they have a memorial bow inside to honor past hatters? The hatters treated felt with mercury….it drove them insane…mad as a hatter…
Did you know i miss you friend?
hah ive missed you too and your abundance of facts and quizzical nature
c: well you should get on gmail every now and then and we can email or gmail chat.
not an abundance of facts just an abundance of curiosity for things best left unknown.
ok will do 🙂