why??

why do you smile and make me cry? why, why do you try when there is so much pain in you. why? why? i swear if i found that creator…i don’t know….what have these innocent people done??? ok i’m a liar, a sinner i deserve it, i understand that,..i could make a choice…but what have these innocent, honest people done? what? tell me, you owe me an answer very badly!!