Hey site, long time no see. I doubt you’ll remember me.
Basically my dad is suicidal and knows what he will do when he thinks it’s the right time to go, but I don’t know when that is. I don’t know what to do. I’m struggling to keep myself alive, let alone him.
This is hard…I underestimated how hard these past months were. And I’ve never had a great relationship with my dad so I don’t really know what I have to do/should do.
Every night I get recurring dreams that my dad began self harming etc and last night I dreamed that he killed himself.
Sucks…