I feel that even if I could be offered an easy death like ******** (and that’s never going to happen to the likes of me), something inside of me cannot accept an easy death. Of course I want to die easy. Lay down and die in peace what a happy thought. But I cannot for two reasons. One, I am a huge mistake. A genetic mishap and although I cannot help it I feel enormous guilt about the whole thing. I am sorry I exist. I am sorry I was never good enough. The other is that I know animals are tortured in the most extreme ways every second of every day. My god people why do we continue to perpetuate the human race when it means sending helpless animals straight to hell. At least we could have a heart and not procreate. But since they are tortured to death so must I. Even if it does no good for them, at least I will have felt what they felt, at least I would have stood by them.
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i could not agree with you more. about humans being a somewhat evil species. and i have felt that guilt just from existing at all… it’s horrific. don’t you wish sometimes that someone would think to combine the best of both worlds and somehow create an institution where violent psychopaths had free range to kill all those who just wished to die? haha sorry maybe that’s ridiculous . also let’s not be so morbid, there is good in the world, i know i’ve felt it before, even if that feeling is unattainable at the moment and all you see is darkness i’m sure you have seen light at least once… hold onto that i guess?
There are many good things in the world. But all the good things that ever were and will be do not make up for an animal being skinned alive. Good things have their place. But when there are horrors, good things no longer matter.
You exist is all that matters. There is a reason you were chosen out of millions of sperm. Because you exceeded all others, we all did, the alive ones and that you have every right to live as a human being. It is your birth right to be treated equally.
As far as animal torture, yes some fucked up people torture animals for their own sadistic fantasies or supressed agression, but on the whole we eat animals just like a lion eats a zebra. It is the circle of life. On the whole, majority of societies, we don’t torture animals but consume them in the most humane ways. There are laws against animal cruelty. You should fight for animal rights and stop people from committing these crimes.