so here i am fk my life story or the fact ive been suicidal 5 yrs from a broken heart and browsed this site im drunk enough now to go buy more drink and hang out in the woods i can do it im ready for it i know what it is but this whole time i didnt want to hurt my family now im ready to go i really want peace and have this bull shit family scenario hanging over me although they was the 1s that fked my heart ffs…….should i go do it 2nite????????
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“if you have to ask: you’ll never know!”
“If you don’t get it: you don’t get it.”
The answer to your question is one that only you can know.
Try praying first, see if that brings you some peace, take it from there, but please try that before making a final decision.
fkin words lol i need to forget what i have been the bliss of divine love that universal self i gave up myself to serve myself it makes me sad bcuz im broken now my heart is fked id rather end this body and if eternal peace comes be it not if i become 1 dont care makes no sense even typing i you can judge me im not as my natural self just lost
well, if i have everything prepared, so i won’t wait anymore. i want to hang myself, but dont understand why people choose woods? its terrifying at night.
I have been screwing up over and over and over my entire life. I always make the wrong decisions—they seem right at the time, but always turn out wrong. What if suicide is my final wrong decision?? I know for myself that alcohol distorts my mind making suicide more desirable. I knocked off the alcohol. I still think of suicide, but less often now.