Heart, honor, respect. Kendrick Lamar is the most influential artist that has ever been in my life. His words have a correlation with what I was taught at a younger age, but they blend, mix, and bend with new ideas and concepts. His lyrics inspire me to continue to fight against forces that try and sometimes success in breaking my mind, spirit, and heart. I really hope to see him live one day.
As of right now, I’m kind of numb and have lost something along this path I’m on. If my mind isn’t playing games with me, I believe I’ve lost indifference to certain objects and things around me that are far more significant than I first thought. I hope I’m growing mentally and maturing emotionally. God…let me be right.
I’m about to go walking and meet up with a couple friends. I think they just want to chill for the weed. I just want to chill for the company. The carelessness and apathy runs both ways I guess, it’s the same amount. What can you do….?
I’m anxious as to what my world will be like in 20 years. I’ll be 36 then. Naturally it seems really, really strange to see myself at that age. I hope I am loving, genuine, real to the bone, and far more intelligent than I believe myself to be at this age. I hope I am still capable of loving and being loved at 36 years old.
Just got the text. I guess I’m on my way to a high time.
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At 36, no doubt you will be all of those things. Good luck, kid.