why r u so desperate? i know its very hard memory cause your mother did to herself, but try to improve your life. how do u feel if your mother watches u while cutting? idk if my words hurt u, but your mothers fail doesn’t mean u can’t succeed in your life.
btw, never feel u r alone, i guess u can find my email to post whenever u like, u r welcome.
lol your words don’t hurt me, it’s all just ignorance.
If you read my other posts, you’d know that I’m bipolar, an extreme insomniac, and suffering from ptsd. I’m not a sad pathetic little girl crying about my mother all of the time. I have nightmares, anxiety attacks, intrusive thoughts. My mind is hard to control.
I have a life, one that would seem pretty good to someone on the outside.
I get good grades and I’m graduating early, I have many friends back home, I’m not in any financial trouble.
I know I have a future ahead of me, I do.
But it’s hard to live when I feel like I’m dying every day.
I don’t know how to explain to you that watching somebody kill themselves is not the same as having someone die a natural death. There is no closure, no happy memories, no love. It’s all clouded with anger, guilt, and desperation.
If you don’t like my posts, then please don’t comment on here anymore. I’ve dealt with ignorant people like you telling me to “just move on” all of my life.
Cutting is very hard to stop. I stopped almost 5 months ago, but tomorrow I am going to start again. I need to feel something physical, maybe that is the reason why you do it? It is not weak, nothing in a psychological hell is weak.
Can you imagine a “normal” doing what we do? They are too *****, we are strong, but it is just directed in a bad way. I need to cut, looking forward to it tomorrow, but if you need to stop, I wish you all the luck.
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why r u so desperate? i know its very hard memory cause your mother did to herself, but try to improve your life. how do u feel if your mother watches u while cutting? idk if my words hurt u, but your mothers fail doesn’t mean u can’t succeed in your life.
btw, never feel u r alone, i guess u can find my email to post whenever u like, u r welcome.
lol your words don’t hurt me, it’s all just ignorance.
If you read my other posts, you’d know that I’m bipolar, an extreme insomniac, and suffering from ptsd. I’m not a sad pathetic little girl crying about my mother all of the time. I have nightmares, anxiety attacks, intrusive thoughts. My mind is hard to control.
I have a life, one that would seem pretty good to someone on the outside.
I get good grades and I’m graduating early, I have many friends back home, I’m not in any financial trouble.
I know I have a future ahead of me, I do.
But it’s hard to live when I feel like I’m dying every day.
I don’t know how to explain to you that watching somebody kill themselves is not the same as having someone die a natural death. There is no closure, no happy memories, no love. It’s all clouded with anger, guilt, and desperation.
If you don’t like my posts, then please don’t comment on here anymore. I’ve dealt with ignorant people like you telling me to “just move on” all of my life.
no turkeys around to cut ? 🙂
haha very clever. Unfortunately I’m vegetarian
remember we care about you here…….. instead of cutting, come here and post/talk to us, post on other peoples’ post. we are all the same here.
I hope that makes you feel better.
Cutting is very hard to stop. I stopped almost 5 months ago, but tomorrow I am going to start again. I need to feel something physical, maybe that is the reason why you do it? It is not weak, nothing in a psychological hell is weak.
Can you imagine a “normal” doing what we do? They are too *****, we are strong, but it is just directed in a bad way. I need to cut, looking forward to it tomorrow, but if you need to stop, I wish you all the luck.
How can we help?