Does anybody else here have a form of ocd? (Diagnosed, not self-diagnosed).
I’ve been dealing with ocd for the last two years… It just keeps getting worse no matter what I do. It’s crippling me, at this point. I clean obsessively, I count obsessively, I obsess over completion and repetition, I have countless intrusive thoughts. Pretty much everything I do is obsessive, I can’t escape from it. Three months ago, I thought maybe if I started going to the gym, it’d help ease my anxiety. Nope, that turned in to an obsession too. Now I count calories and when I’m at the gym, I absolutely have to burn 500 calories every time I go, no more, no less.
If I try to take control over this, if I try to stop or prevent it, my whole body physically hurts. It’s a need, and I don’t know how to stop it.
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Found this, dunno if it helps:
Four Steps for Conquering Symptoms of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Psychiatrist Jeffrey Schwartz, author of Brain Lock: Free Yourself from Obsessive-Compulsive Behavior, offers the following four steps for dealing with OCD:
RELABEL – Recognize that the intrusive obsessive thoughts and urges are the result of OCD. For example, train yourself to say, “I don’t think or feel that my hands are dirty. I’m having an obsession that my hands are dirty.” Or, “I don’t feel that I have the need to wash my hands. I’m having a compulsive urge to perform the compulsion of washing my hands.”
REATTRIBUTE – Realize that the intensity and intrusiveness of the thought or urge is caused by OCD; it is probably related to a biochemical imbalance in the brain. Tell yourself, “It’s not me—it’s my OCD,” to remind you that OCD thoughts and urges are not meaningful, but are false messages from the brain.
REFOCUS – Work around the OCD thoughts by focusing your attention on something else, at least for a few minutes. Do another behavior. Say to yourself, “I’m experiencing a symptom of OCD. I need to do another behavior.”
REVALUE – Do not take the OCD thought at face value. It is not significant in itself. Tell yourself, “That’s just my stupid obsession. It has no meaning. That’s just my brain. There’s no need to pay attention to it.” Remember: You can’t make the thought go away, but neither do you need to pay attention to it. You can learn to go on to the next behavior.
Source: Westwood Institute for Anxiety Disorders
URL: http://www.helpguide.org/mental/obsessive_compulsive_disorder_ocd.htm