A firefighter saved my life last year, and then this year, when he left, he took my life with him.
We met last year and we fell completely in love, the only problem is that i was 17 ad he was an adult already. Everything was going perfect. We fell in love, as I said, and i fell in love with his children. I knew that I was happy and we knew we would be happy together. When i got back from my dad’s for Christmas, my mom forced me to break up with him. Everything I had had in my life got torn out from under my nose, and three weeks later i tried committing suicide. That was on 2-3-13. I failed, and i called him from the ER. and the last thing he heard me say was: “Shut the fuck up! He isn’t a piece of shit! He loves me!” because my mother and grandmother were calling him that while i was on the phone with him. He whispered through the phone: “yes, i do. and I always will” and he hasn’t spoken to me since. He moved away and promised me he would be back, but that was almost a year ago. I think about him every single day, and im so tired of missing him and feeling like im dying inside… I just want to die for real so i can stop missing him…
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It sounds like you really love him, and he loves you. But I must ask, is there a reason to why your mom made you break up with him? Was it because she thought he was too old for you? Sometimes I don’t think that parents understand it’s possible for a teenager to really find their soul mate. Maybe she thinks you’re too young and naive to actually be in love. I don’t really know how to help in this situation, I’ve never actually been in love but I can image it hurts to be away from him. Do you call him every day? Or do you mean you haven’t spoken in a year? If you haven’t spoken in a year then I suggest you give him a call and talk to him, and try to work through this together. If you do talk to him, then maybe you can talk about meeting up if the distance isn’t too long. I don’t really have much information about your problem, so I don’t really know what to do, but I hope somehow you end up together. I can tell you really love each other.