I can see through their mind, that’s the problem. I can see the intentions behind their words, the one-sidedness, the un- understandability, the hypocrisy, the wrongness, the ugliness, the will to power. Just by seeing it gets transferred into me; and i feel disgusted, i cannot bear it. There seems to be a psychologist sitting in me who wants to know everything, but doesn’t know how to bear that knowldege. I don’t feel like replying or take an action based on, or even against, such wrong intentions. I feel like i’m better inactive than act wrongly. And the biggest problem is i cannot compromise (i think hatred is the reason for that). Better stupid than wrong – so my spirit says to me. When will i learn to separate myself from them?
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I know how you feel. Try to detach yourself. If you don’t think in the manner of these others, you do not need to compare yourself to them. People (in real life) say unintelligent shit to me all the time, probably trying to provoke me into an argument, and I just say, “I don’t feel like having this discussion, sorry.” Then I walk away. It usually works, even if it might seem rude. I don’t care if it does or if it doesn’t; I don’t need to waste my time with nonsense.